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Major sin at young age

Q:

When I was 14 i was very addicted to pornography. I committed this sin with another major sin. I kissed my cousin and touched here and there she was 9.  I am so ashamed of my deed . I am depressed and want to seek for forgiveness. Now I am 20 and i want to ask for forgiveness. I can’t do any work nor can sleep well because of my stupid haram deed. I usually pray but now I want to be sure that I an forgiven . I started praying salatul tahajjud and duha. I also often pray additional 2 rakat nafl salat everyday for the forgiveness. 
I know I did a haram deed and i want to seek forgiveness for it. I want to be good as a person from now . I committed a sin at a young age which I regret . Please help me in giving the proper knowledge.

A:

Walikum Salam

Thank you for your Question.

Kindly refer to the following link for your Answer

Repentance

https://fiqh.world-federation.org/question/is-there-any-space-available-for-me-for-forgiveness-by-allah/

Do not despair from Allah’s mercy as that is a grave sin.
Allah says in the holy Quran (Al-Zumar:53)

۞ قُلْ يَا عِبَادِيَ الَّذِينَ أَسْرَفُوا عَلَىٰ أَنْفُسِهِمْ لَا تَقْنَطُوا مِنْ رَحْمَةِ اللَّهِ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ جَمِيعًا ۚ إِنَّهُ هُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ

Meaning: Say [that Allah declares,] ‘O My servants who have committed excesses against their own souls, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed Allah will forgive all sins. Indeed, He is the All-forgiving, the All-merciful.

With thanks and regards,
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