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forced Marriage and no feelings for husband

Assalamualaikum, My parents were abusive and toxic since my childhood, and it still exists. They have external affairs and I have seen domestic violence since my childhood. They have lots money, because of these, people can’t say them anything or my family members. As my father is the oldest and richest. I was in love with a boy, who also loves me, as he is solid standard for my family status and also good in heart, I choose him and we both wanted to marry. He is one of the best programmers in my country, Bangladesh and is finding my job for google. But my parents didn’t agree just because I chose him, and they are saying I don’t have right to choose or to choice. My mom forcefully gave me marriage, my father beaten me, they both tortured me, cursed me, mentally and physically abuse me. My father thinks that I have moved on, as my mother plays here some politics, but my entire family knows that it was forced marriage including my mother.
We still in love with each other but he doesn’t have that much money to face my father if he does anything harmful.
Allah knows everything, I couldn’t and can never be in love with this man whom I had to marry. I couldn’t adjust with my parents from my childhood to now, I am 23 years right now. How can I will be adjust with a boy whom I didn’t want to marry. It’s like rape every time and I don’t have any way, my so called parents won’t listen. My parents actually didn’t do a single task which may lead good to me rather to give me birth. I don’t have any feelings towards them.

A. I and the boy pray everyday and we stopped all the things that maybe create infatuation or every haram things. We just talk in a year if he is alive or not, that’s all. Allah knows everything, will I have to be with this person whom I had to marry in jannah? I want him in jannah. And I pray for that. I need your suggestions