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Am I wrong if I meet my father and this hurts my mother, am I doing a sin? .

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My parents got divorce after my marriage. For 13+ years I didn’t meet or see my father for the happiness of my mother as she doesn’t like my father and his family. Although I love my father so much. I wished many times to meet my father but due to my mother anger I could not meet my father. After 13+ years I secretly started to meet my father, I was so happy, I also met my father’s family and cousins. As my mother knew about it, she started misbehave and rudeness to me. I am now married with 4 Daughters and my husband allowed me to meet my father. I am very upset. I love my both parents. My mom says me to stop visiting my cousins from my father side and father, my husband has no issues. What I should do. What Islam says about it. Is it a sin to meet my cousins from my father family and father by my husband permission, if my mother doesn’t like?
I am so upset that I want to die as my mother doesn’t behave good with me. Am I hurting her? Am I wrong?

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